First thing is that I have been living quite a carefree life right now, so I need to stop it. I need to turn up that motivating factor in me alive and start working.
1) I will join a coaching center and study 5 hours everyday, 2 hours for accounts compulsory.
2) I will join the gym to stay mentally and physically fit.
3) I will sleep only 6 hours a day no matter what.
4) I will start eating only healthy food and fruits and vegetables.
5) I will help out with the internet work every day.
6) I will do everything and anything neatly and in the best possible way. I will strive for perfection.
7) I cannot run away from life, so I will face life and people bravely, no matter what.
I just do not want to give up as yet.
Tuesday, May 04, 2010
I have decided not to quit no matter the consequences
Well today i wrote my first exam in accounts and to be truthful, it was really bad. Actually, I thought I had prepared well, at least I would manage to pass some way or the other. But that was not suppose to happen. I had studied some earlier chapters before and when exam time was coming I had forgotten it all. This have actually left me confused if I should still continue with CA or not. The thing is that as much as I want to be a CA, I am also scared of the humiliation that I will face when I do not clear the exam. I keep thinking what will I tell my parents an my friends? But as much as I know, I really do not want to work the same way that I had worked in Deutsche Bank. That was just not me. At the same, it is more embarrassing to tell my friends that I had quit CA.
Well, I know many friends who have quit after giving the exam but I think it is because they have not given it enough. To be truthful, I could have done it better but I was not really motivated enough. I need to keep myself motivated all the time. I did not work hard enough. But I really do not want to quit and in fact, I really want to pass this exam very badly. I do not know why but my instincts keep telling me to give one more try. And I promise I would not let anyone down. I will learn from my mistakes, rise the occasion and give it a try again!
Well, I know many friends who have quit after giving the exam but I think it is because they have not given it enough. To be truthful, I could have done it better but I was not really motivated enough. I need to keep myself motivated all the time. I did not work hard enough. But I really do not want to quit and in fact, I really want to pass this exam very badly. I do not know why but my instincts keep telling me to give one more try. And I promise I would not let anyone down. I will learn from my mistakes, rise the occasion and give it a try again!
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